Change
I sit here
forlorn
anxious
frightened
Suffocating myself
with thoughts
with imagination
with speculation
I wish to be free
to contemplate without fear
to experiance without suffering
to dream without apprehension
I will awake to a new life
released of baggage from the last
I will open my eyes to a new world
that is bright and fresh and unfamiliar
There is happiness
and forgiveness
and family
and Love
I sit here
unafraid
tranquil
joyful